Evelina Kyrk

You probably never thought I would say this, I never thought I would say this, but, somehow, the world is still turning, and I am OK. 
Apr 26

You probably never thought I would say this, I never thought I would say this, but, somehow, the world is still turning, and I am OK. 

Shitty, shitty, shitty day. 
Apr 26

Shitty, shitty, shitty day

Hm, because I find it so difficult and annoying to customise well - anything, I’m avoiding the blog right now. How much pressure should there really be on customising my blog? I have a picture in my mind of what I WANT it to look like, and I just can’t make that happen with all the HTML codes and what nots.

But since, to me, blogging is a lot about moaning (unless it’s the “makeup box” which btw is awesome and the reason I got hooked on tumblr in the first place) I’m going to take the opportunity to moan a little. I’ve decided to let the Internet know that this day is shit and is just going to continue being shit. First of all, I’ve gained so much post break up weight that today is my first diet day. I’m going to try out low carb for the millionth time and I hate it so much. All you can eat are eggs and fat. So, anything greasy and gross will probably do. Sigh. I’m hungry and tired and depressed because this is meant to be the “start of my new life” which means I’ll never again binge eat… Second of all, my puppy needs exercise if I want to get any sleep tonight but I’m too depressed to move which will mean a crazy-ass puppy at 2 am. Grr.. Third of all, and most importantly, it’s fucking RAINING. And im not talking about normal rain, im talking about the pissing kind of waterfall shit and a whipping wind to go with it. Who the hell is able to exercise a dog inside the apartment?! And who the hell would take their little puppy outside in this crazy weather?

Did I mention I’ve gone fat as hell? Thank you ex boyfriend. Thank you.

Apr 26
Had a good evening yesterday, champagne, face mask, gossip girl and my puppy next to me. Good times:)
Apr 23

Had a good evening yesterday, champagne, face mask, gossip girl and my puppy next to me. Good times:)

It seems kind of silly to have a blog (a tumblr?) when you don’t have anything special to talk about and you aren’t a celebrity. Sigh, but here I am anyway. Kind of excited. I suppose it’s just nice to be able to create these organised memories to go back and look at, and it doesn’t matter whether other people read it. Right? Lol ok maybe it does.

:)

Apr 22